

Yes, the holidays have come and gone, and there is still no Emma. I am 3 cm and 75% effaced and scheduled to be induced Wednesday, January 10 at 6 am if she doesn't come on her own sooner. This is not what we had hoped for, so we are praying she wants to meet us before then! It's been an emotional and frustrating time, but I feel much more at peace with things now. We were scheduled to be induced tomorrow, but I changed that today after much prayer and discussion with Ben. We seem to continuously be in the learning stages of trusting the Lord's timing rather than our own! As we were praying last night, I was really convicted of our lack of patience and have begun to pray that we don't push Emma to do things on our time schedule throughout her life. We are all ready for different stages in life at different times, and I hope our dreams and visions don't interfere with letting our precious little daughter move at her own pace...again, the Lord's timing!! I cannot imagine the lessons the Lord will be teaching us through this parenting journey as we are already learning so much without getting to officially meet our baby!
"There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot..." Ecclesiastes 3:1-2I included some of this passage from scripture in a letter I wrote to my grandfather as part of a family Christmas gift just before he passed away last January. I was writing about how much I admired his love for life and ability to take things in stride; hopefully, this can be said of us in years to come...
The pictures are of me getting as big as a barn as I wait and my brother-in-law Rick and nephew Will. I had to include this one bc it cracked us up Christmas night. Rick got an Ipod shuffle (I think...not up on my technology!), and it fascinated Will! He's RARELY still, but when Rick would pull that thing out, Will would just climb up on his lap with a serious face and wait on his earphone. The look on his face in the picture is the look he gave the whole time he listened to music. He LOVES music!